*Witch* then!
The other day, someone (random person out in the town) called me a *witch*. I was so shocked that I responded, "Well, I guess I am!" I was at a store and was mad that this person had cut in front of my while I was waiting.
But I have been thinking... maybe I am...
I do not like to make friends. I have a hard time with the friends that come and go. I want a friend who is there for the long haul!
I do not like to say nice things. Really, it is hard for me, and hard for me to take complements. Also, I HATE it when people say something nice, but then back talk you behind your back...
I do not like how everyone is preggers! I am not drinking anything at church that I don't bring! I am joking there, but seriously. I am a really hurt with how some of them are 'dealing' with it. I really appreciated the high council member on Sunday who, talked about the elephant in the room that no one will acknowledge.
But maybe I am not...
I might not want to be in our ward right now, but I feel appreciated by the very few friends we have.
I love to help people with things. Sewing, knitting or crocheting, babysitting, hair for something important, or even just someone to talk to who can actually understand and talk back.
I love to make food for people! Even more that there is only a few things I can eat right now, I want to give people I know my food, before I take it to the food bank.
I love to laugh with you. I love project group, mainly because I get a good laugh in there, but also because I feel like I can impress people with my not so good 'yarning' skills.
I love to clean. Yes, I love my house clean, the dishes done, the laundry all folded and put away, house vacuumed and dusted... But I know that life doesn't always let the happen, so I love my shinny sink in the mean time.
I have been a little depressed that last few months dealing with some things, and I don't know how to talk to people about it. So, I have decided to take some time and make a list of things that make me happy, after a list of what makes me sad, always having more happy than sad.
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Well, I just must be...
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More Happy than sad,
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It is hard because we all come and go, that's just what happens in a student ward but keep coming to project group, we all have willing ears to listen to you!
ReplyDeleteI love you just the way you are! You keep it real and you make delicious cheesecake.
ReplyDeleteAnd people always say I'm angry and intimidating - we can't help that we're fierce.
Love you, girl.